Update....ummmmm okay that's a good name!

I'm still unemployed and am thinking that is part of why I am so angry with everyone and everything! I have never realized that my self worth is so tied to being a value to someone at work.

I enjoyed my time in Florida with my friend Julie and her family, seeing friends I haven't seen in awhile and came back feeling more upbeat and less consumed by the darkness. My friend Cindy bought me a couple of Chonda Pierce cd's and that has helped so much. I had my first ever surprise birthday party :) it was awesome! We went camping (I love camping and haven't gotten to go this year) we went to the beach and ate at Frenchy's. The only thing I would do different is next time I hope Randy can go with me...I missed him and he missed me.

I need to focus on the positives more on the negatives less..........I need to get me a Build a Bear to vent on. I do not want my kids and grandkids to remember me as always ANGRY. I want them to remember me more as it was Sunday when we sat around and laughed and shared and enjoyed each other!

Looking forward to having all the kids here this weekend but am disappointed that it is the same weekend that MEOW meets cause I love to spend the time with my friends like I got to last year on my birthday. But I know the right choice has been made!

Stay tuned for Trick or Treat pictures and hopefully some family pics!